i feel so drained.all tt bountless energy's gone.vanished.
really stressed right now..
i dunno what to do, what to think anymore.
im sick and tired of thinking so much.
trying so hard not to cry.
is this how its like when u nv cherished sumthing and when its gone, u feel e loneliness?
its really hard.
to others it may be stoopid. but it meant alot to me..
sigh.quite hard to explain..
too bad i wasnt there when it went.
no, maybe it wld've been worse if i had seen it.

ohwells.

anyways ppl..taggs.pls.for e last entry..

~lYdIa is as dumb as anyone can get~