okays(= today was a pretty okay day i guess.

went to junction 8 at like 10am something..

haha.tt place is quite quiet in the morning..

yeah. den 12 i took a cab to mr yong's music sch.. had some

"performance"/"class" thingy thing thing there..

yeah. gerald REALLY grew since i last saw him.

heh. and i dont even noe his age. haha.but WHATEVER.

~ bold, italic, UNDERLINED. haha. (inside joke)

and sin ching made everything so much more fun(=

she cracks lotsa jokes, mostly funny. haha.some, just plain lame.

yeah, she hasnt changed much since 2 years..

i spent 4 hours dere. sigh.WHAT a waste of time.

so, guys fm immature brats turn to mature gentlemen.

RIIIGGGHHHTT. wad the heck happened to gerald and gabriel?

-okay, so maybe NOT gabriel. haha.but gerald, yeah.

wadda heck? he changed so much.

anyways, he changed for the better. but i guess a little bit

left of his "sniggering" acts are still dere.(he likes to snigger at u if

u play sth wrong, and he knows the piece well.)

well, i got used to it. (=

im being so weird and emo today.no idea why.

well, i had lotsa time to think today..

so i guess tt maybe why.

i've always been trying to keep myself

very busy to stop

myself from thinking..

but i guess sometimes, it cant be helped.

sigh. im sighing alot today.

well.i thought abt quite alot of stuff today..

my fren who just migrated..

my best fren last time who

migrated and lost touch..

how guilty i am towards gaby

and auntie pauline..

my late pri chinese sch teacher

and auntie pauline.

my sister.

some family issues..

and of course, another issue tt i nv fail

to think of everyday.

it involves another person.

but, i guess e other person doesnt

think of this, at all.

i finally figured out

what happened today..

im just a stoopid idiot.

for acting so nonchalantly..

causing me to lose.you.

well, u wldnt even bother reading this,

and i dont blame you.

all i can say is. i still do.

anyways, for those who dont understand

the whole thingy i just said, its okay(=

dont ask(=

i guess all i can do now is..i dunno.

i really dunno what to do anymore. during this

period of time, i've been trying

ways and means to forget..

it just doesnt work

oh freak. i really dunno.

so near yet so far.

sigh.depressing topics

ohwells(=

let's get back to..

HAPPY LYDIA WORLD.

be happy(=

dont worry be happy..

anyways, take care dears.