and yet again.. we let time fly past

haha.yes it's been a yr again.

its august already.

i feel like such a fool.
now that i think back on it.
i've wasted my sec one youth.
and on what?
on some stoopid things.

i shld've treasured my first yr in sec school
instead of chasing after things tt i shldnt have.

maybe i wldnt have lost a fren if i dint do that?

well, many a time, i regret things from time to time.
but i guess. this is the thing i regret the most.

but im sure, as my life proceeds on,
i wld've greater things, or in chinese, gen zhi de de shi
for me to regret over.
cuz ya noe wad?

it's not worth it.
YOU'RE not worth it :D

i feel like giving myself a big pat on the back(=

good going lydia!
u've finally gotten rid of SOME junk in ur life.

anyways, i just heard the song tt i dedicated to ya.
dunno y i did tt.
haha. as i said. i was a fool.

~ went to woo thee with one fool's head. yet i returned with two.. adieu, Portia..~
some shakespeare to lighten the mood(=

well. i think he was a genius(=

unlike some people who thought of shakespeare as a retarded,
or a person who has autism.
but so what, even if he did?

autistic people, i think, are very gifted.
they tend to be very talented in certain aspects, so talented.
that we, normal, or in our sense of sanity, cant even compare to them on our level.

how ironic.

haha.anyways. i was being soo cheem wasnt i?

haha. enuff of this cheem-ness!
i just ADORE er zhuo ju zi wen<3

anyways, for those who are hurting or are confused at this point of time,

dun worry! be happy!(=

take cares dears
buhbye~