haha.heya dearies. yepps.
my blog's white again((=
haha. im loving this blogskin((=

anyways, today went to maddie's house to study!
but before tt, gonna talk about wad happened during class.
bio test got like boderline pass! hahah.
i thought i wld fail.
i cant believe i made such a stoopid mistake.
mistaking a female to be a male! and worse, the question even stated it was female kay!

but how wld i noe tt females have a urethra too???
well i noe, but i dint learn that!
i thought the question had a typo error.
oh gosh.
but wdv.


den for english, we were going through the compre paper.
hahahah.damn funny.
even mrs lim was laughing..
haha.
she put the correct and wrong answers on the board for all the questions..
and one of the questions was like the kind where they asked u wad this phrase means and sth liddat..
so the correct ans was " she came to acknowledge the fact tt she was deaf"
but there were some ppl who put" she crawled out and became a deaf woman"
or" learnt how to be a deaf woman"

ohmygosh.
hahaha. damn funny.
another one was like explain wad frivolous butterfly meant, in her context,
hahahaha!
there were ppl who put" silly butterfly" and "dolly bird"
hahahahahah!
like hannah.. hahaha
silly butterfly!
hahahaha.

and another question where we were supposed to like explain how she acts and stuff.
correct ans" she acted silly"
wrong ans" she acted like a bimbo"
hahahahahaha!
there WERE ppl who actually used the word BIMBO in the compre kays!
ohmygosh!
hahhahhaha.

overall, it was a pretty fun lesson.


anyways, now im like super uber stressed for end of years!
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HOW?!

im so gonna flunk.
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ohwells.
today went to maddie's house to study the SCIENCES -shudder-

did a chapter of physics and a chpt of bio.

while maddie, being sooo smart, completed all of physics.
ahh!
life is so unfair.
why do some ppl get such wonderful brains??
ack.
but like whattever.

haha.
maddie's mom is very cute! hahaha.
wont tell ya'll wad she did though =p
and today, oli was talking abt -ahem-'s bf
and another of my fren was saying tt she cldnt imagine wad it wld feel like to have a bf.
but, all im thinking is
i know every girl although they may say they dont wanna get married and all,
but deep down in their hearts, they actually do.
i mean, come on!
a wedding is a girl's dream day.
they get treated like princesses..
they wear a pretty gown and be the most beautiful in the whole ceremony..
be chauffered ard.well ya'l get my drift.
but it's cuz of certain reasons they dun really wanna anymore.
okays, this may sound contradictory.
but see this, they do wanna get married, but cuz of a certain reason, they tell themselves, they dun wanna get married ever.
some ppl, when they hear that another person tells them they nv wanna get married, they nv bother to find the reason why, but they reply" oh please. i bet ur not serious. one day, ur gonna look back at this and laugh." kinda thing?
yeah. it so doesnt help.
is that all ya'll can say?
in fact, it doesnt help that person at all, she/he actually came to tell u that she/he doesnt wanna get married, this just shows how much tt person trusts you.
and wad do u do?
u go and tell her/him it's all a joke, or they dont REALLY think like tt kinda thing.
but u noe wad? it SO doesnt help.
it just makes matters worse.

i mean, in my case, i always say that i dun wanna get married.
but u noe wad? they dont even bother asking why.
and now i dun even wanna tell anyone anything.
and my case isnt the first i've seen of it.
i've seen many of my frens that way.
but anyways, im just stating my views, yeah.

and sch's getting stressful for me.
not just cuz of exams, cuz of people problems.
and damn it, im sick and tired enuff alr.
why do i have to worry over such stuff as well?
and not to mention i still have my violin and piano to worry about.
and now, only God and music keeps me sane. everything ard me and inside of me is chaos.

you just dont understand wad im feeling.
why should i bother?
why cant i just give it all up?
wad's holding me back? fm giving up even during all those years?
it's cuz of ur hopes and ur dreams, not mine.