hmm. this is a weird font. yucks so much better. trebuchet sounds cooler than lucida sth sth rite?
hahah
anyways, i was just thinking on whether or not i shld go to wesley methodist church for one sunday.
i havent gone to methodist services before. its odd, since im FROM a methodist school and all

but ohwells!
havent updated in awhile.
for some reasons

today felt SUPER uncomfortable, i think some of u might know why
it's not just uncomfortable i guess, it's.
fear.

okays, but then i found sth out later on, that made me REALLY confused on what i shld do.
BLEAH
i hate it when im confused!
so annoying

why cant u be meaner?
why cant u just slap me or sth? i dunno.
now im feeling so guilty,
and it's not even my fault

I shld be the one feeling angry, or upset.
but, im feeling guilty!
when i dint even do anything wrong

gah
why cant u come back into my life?
i nv wanted u gone in the first place
it's all thinking on your part
WAKE UP


this isnt a dream i realised.
OH SHIT
i forgot to finish my ESSAY! shoot shoot shoot!
better get started on it like NOW
sorry for the anticlimax part
HAHAHAHAHAA

ohmygosh
sarah brightman is so pretty.



OH NO OH NO
WHY WHY WHY?!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i dunno wad to do
SOMEONE SAVE ME!