gosh. im in perpetual( is tt how u spell it?) lala land all day.
maybe it's the fever?
it's stayed for the whole day.

now it's abt 38 degrees plus.
sorry i havent been updating, pretty busy lately. haha
dont really feel like updating today..
but.
just a short post to vent my depression from the illness and some of my results.

i've been thinking lately, wad if i really do have to retain?
i used to think tt i'd kill myself or sth if i retain, cant believe i even thought that!
but now, all i can do is hand everything to God, He's the one i have to trust, no matter what circumstance i face

oh gosh. it was so cold just now, and it's so hot now.
im sweating.
today i was more absent minded than usual.
haha, maybe it was the medicine's fault.
so many silly things i did.
i came home fm seeing the doc, and went to the toilet and sat down.
i just stoned for 5 mins.
den i realised. what am i doing here?!
so i went outta the toilet, went to change in my room.
when i was changing, my foot accidentally hit against the edge of my bed
and about 10 secs later, when i was heading outta the room, i screamed "owwwww!"
den i went to the toilet again, this time to really pee, not just sit there
but i whacked my alr injured foot into the wall.
and i entered the toilet and screamed owwwww!
den i came out again, and whacked the foot at the same spot again!
and den screamed owwww!

i feel retarded today, like literally.
and im kiinda depressed over my results.
although i shld do well for certain subjects, i hope.
)=
dun wanna think or talk abt it anymore.
i shall go and try to sleep.
sigh.

take cares dearies, not going to sch tmr either.