love is the epitome of emotions. once you lack love, you lack all your emotions.


WARNING: emo post. dont read if you dont wanna waste time.

i wonder how true that statement is. hm.
sometimes, when life gets harder, it's really hard to hold on.
it's like a person who fell over the ledge. she's holding onto the bars that are her only hope of life.
would she have anyone else with her to try to pull her up?
if she doesnt, she would have to pull herself up. but what if she's too heavy?
what if her arms do not have enough strength?
what if she gives up?

there are so many what ifs in our lives. life is so unpredictable.
in one second, you could be on the top of the world. in another, you could be in the dumps.



i hate this. i hate it.
why must it be so complicated?
most people my age dont have to face such circumstances.
i told myself that i should never ask God why.
cuz He has His plans for me.
but this is the first time i have felt so.. frustrated.
and so troubled by a problem.
and the worst thing is?
i cant tell a soul.




dont ask me what's wrong. even if i knew, i cant tell you.
sorry i cant lean on you the way you want me to.