hey dears..(:
today..was supposed to go to sentosa..with -ahem- hannah..-ahem-kenna...-ahem-maddie...
yeah..but they all cldnt make it..so sad.
yeah..i was sorta disappointed..but.
haha.its ok!
haha.i went to charis's house..slacked ard..
went home..played majong..won 2 rounds...
first time before i went to charis's house..played majong oso..
won 2 rounds..
haha.yeah.den i watched my korean drama when i came home..got hooked on it for 2 hrs.
hmm..
den started to talk to yup, bei and kai..
and i got to e realisation..tt actually.we're such complex creatures.
y must this be?
its so confusing.i wish we all cld be just frens u noe?
but i guess..we just have diff thoughts.
hmm.
so much scandals, i really dunno what to do.
i found this part of my book really interesting.this person who wrote this diary entry, is very innocent.i found it really simple and innocent.
so i liked it.
here goes~


" People are kind. i've always believed that, even when sometimes they do things that arent kind. For example Uncle Ray was burgled once and as well as taking his TV and video, the burglar did a poo on his couch.
That wasnt very kind.I reckon the burglar was just jealous.He'd heard about all the doctor and vet work Uncle Ray does and the burglar was jealous that he'd never had the chance to go to university and make something of himself. Poor bloke, he dint need to be jealous.Uncle Ray dint go to university either.
....

And now we're in Canberra, driving along the dark streets towards Menzie's place, I can see that the people here are kind too. The big buildings are all lit up at night so visitors dont bang into them in the dark.
The lawns arund the buildings are all neatly trimmed so small children dont wander off and get lost in the undergrowth."

this extract made me feel..ashamed of ourselves.
seriously. why r we like that? im sure we all noe. the burglar will never think of that. and tt he pooed in the couch because he just wanted to.ya noe wad i mean? and e big buildings lit up? they're for commercial purposes! not so as to ensure tt visitors dont banf into them.those lawns tt are neatly trimmed? they're for the image of the building! the people arent so caring as to think of little children getting lost in the undergrowths.
but the way this writer written this? she thinks really simply.
i wish i was like her.
i wish we all could think like her.
then e world wldnt be like this,so complicated.so complex.

yeah..im bored.again.nth to do..majong..nobody to play with me..bridge? even worse.
no one to tok to..
soo bored.



7 stuff i cant stand fm ppl:
1. when they forget to reply me
2. dont hold the door for me, making it slam in my face.
3. when they break a promise
4. dont u ever force split me.
5. a guy hitting a girl.
6. MCPS
7. when they lie to me.


7 stuff i like to listen to:
1. R n B music
2. jazz
3. basically, music.
4. birds chirping
5. e sound of rushing waves
6. sounds of rustling paper(cuz tt means...presents!)
7. sounds of lollipops wrappers


7 stuff im afraid of:
1. losing my loved ones
2. being in a dark area..alone.
3. hmm.certain kinda insects
4. ppl who put too much perfume!
5. when they run outta lollipops in the candy shop
6. seeing my loved ones die
7. seeing my loved ones in pain

7 stuff i wanna do before i die:
1. arrange my funeral
2. call everyone up to tell them how much i love them
3. run to mount faber and die there
4. write my will(though there's nth to my name..haha)
5. dance one last dance..
6. sing one last song..
7. play one last piece(be it violin, piano..)

7 stuff i want in my future bf( if i ever do get one!haha):
1. sweet
2. loves animals as much as i do~
3. loves me?haha.duh.
4. understandsme sowell..tt when i say no, and really mean yes,he'll noe.
5. reasonable~ haha
6. someone who loves me soo much, that will nv wanna hurt me, or never wanna argue with me
7.Loves GOD (most impt)

kk.enuff crapping.
please tag dears!keep this blog aaalllliiivee!!!

~lYdIa is stunned~