today is my longest day. it may not have been long..but it felt really tiring and draining..and emoing.. and..just everything put together.today is worse than crappy..its just really bad. stuff that doesnt even happen to ppl normally happened to me. i bet tt most ppl dont even have to go through this their entire lives. why is my life such a dramatic one?sigh.
i think im gonna start growing white hair really soon.super uber stressed out now.. been worrying the whole day, and not just abt my piano exam; i dun noe how im going to do this mans. its really hard to pull through. but i noe with God, i can do anything. (:
and i cant tell anyone. i really wish i cld though..but..i cant bring myself to. and besides, who wld wanna listen to a 14 yr old complain? im still a little traumatised. who wont be? when this happens. i was just talking to her ytd..and so were xuan and ben.. i think. haha. but tts not the point..but its diff for me i guess, cuz i noe. hmm.i guess nobody'll understand wad im talking abt at all. just lemme vent okay? im really.. really...constipated. i wish someone could just slug me, den i'll sleep or be unconscious and let everything float away..like i wld just wake up from a really bad dream. anyways. not gonna say anymore abt this..
today, i woke up early, went for tuition zombiefied... and GUESS WHO WAS SITTIING NEXT TO ME?? WOOWW WHEEEE IT WAS S.WEE! uhhuh. the mr-show-his-ass-dude. some of u may have heard of his infamous name..(: i think i told xuan and ben in the car rite? yeah.tt guy. man.pervert much. he sat next to me.with his pants uber low..as usual.. and ( good thing he dint do a footie) but..he kept inching closer..and closer...and closer...till i cldnt stand it, den i inched myself very close to leah next to me.. den he msged me later saying" why were u so fidgity during class today?" like..wadda heck? okoay..weird-oh...
yeah.so after tt, went home...got a call, received really bad news..shocked..traumatised..cried..freaked out..everything..den went for a wedding with relatives i dunno at all.. it was her second wedding cuz her first marriage failed, the guy was unfaithful..yeah.i CANNOT stand guys like tt. anyways, actually we werent supposed to go for the solemnization, cuz tt wld mean we agreed, but we did in the end cuz we went early..
stayed for three courses, then had to leave for seeds prac. my gong godcousin and his bro benny dint come..neither did my bro..haha. but, not the point here..
yeah..sang, went for man choir, for 15 mins, left for piano testing...came back to church for youth..yup..tts abt it. yesterday, CAST OOUTING! we saw soo many gay couples.. den at first, i saw this guy with a bouquet of roses and a ring..he was walking away, i was thinking" woow, who's the lucky girl tt is gonna receive a romantic proposal in orchard?" and suddenly, i turn ard to look...WOW. guess what? i dint see a girl..i saw A GUY. he was proposing to a GUY. and as xiuyi wld say" he's G-Y-A, GAY!" haha.
yeah.me n rachel saw lotsa gay couples after tt. haha.yeah.we went to modesto's for dinner..den..they wont lemme go shopping!!! and we made total fools of ourselves in public. haha. rachel started it! haha.well..actually i did..
haha. it goes:

~ amos started doing sth spastic..like he had spasm or wdv..~
Me: amos! u look like ya're spastic, suffering fm spasm!~hahahahahahaha
amos continues with spasm...
isaac follows suit..
Rachel: haha,check this out, ~ does spasm thingy~ hurhurhur..im SPECIAL...SPECIAL..."
Alvin and I burst out laughing..and soon all of us were SPECIAL..haha.

the waiters kept laughing la.
haha..but it was really funny. haha.
and the pizza was really good! 3 thumbs up!(:
oops.i meant 2 thumbs up!(((:
oh yeah.forgot to mention, after dance..oh yeah! lyrical jazzz!!!((: rocks my world. i totally love it!(: super fun! too bad oli went off half way.. haha.broadway's fun too!(:
hmm.yeah.after dance on thursday, xuan and ben stayed over to study with my bro..i cld hear them fm upstairs" and u find LambDa like this...." haha. i cldnt sleep.. the next day had tuition at 8am..so i woke up..zombiefied.. haha.den wanted to get my fave black jacket...but xuan was sleeping on it..and if i took it, he wld fall onto the floor.. so..no fave black jacket for me):
yeah..den when me momsies came to pick me up headed to gran's house, they came along..to go there to study! haha.and the worst part? my gran's sister thought i was my sister!do i look tt old?! ): haha.and she thought either ben or xuan was my bro..haha. until i told her they were my bro's frens..haha.
yeah..after tt, my momsies came topick us up to bring me to piano..haha. and xuan was like" wow, its like we're on Lydia's adventure ard singapore" yeah..it was..kinda...haha..and he was so tired tt he chewed on his food from telok blangah all the way to bishan, and still wasnt done chewing.. haha. yeah..so went for piano aural...blahblah..den went for cast outing..kays.i gtg now..church tmr..
buhbye dears.take care kays? esp my gong godcousin who is flying off to japan tmr morning! haha.he's gonna wake up early tmr zombiefied..(:
nite dears(: