~ my heart is bleeding..~

im getting more and more dehydrated by the minute. but i dun care.. im just watching the minutes and seconds roll by.. watching the clock hands go round and round the clock.. hearing the "tick tock tick tock" and the kepboard sound of me typing this.. i sit here in this cold atmosphere with me myself and i. myself is typing on the com frantically trying to express herself.. me is dying on the floor of dehydration.. and i is crying her eyes out when she noes she has a bad cold and it'll make it worse..

met gaby ytd. i noe i dun seem tt happy.. but believe me, i was ytd. now.. im just. erm. in the dump as u call it.
and i wasnt exactly tired today. i wasnt exactly that sick. but i dunno y.. i was just dragging my feet around.. dint wanna do anything but sleep..sleep.. or drink..drink..or eat eat.. everything to go away.. i just wanted everything to vanish.. so i just sat at my couch.. slipping away.. while everyone else was partying for i-dunno-wad reason.
please. dun make me hate you. sigh.
sumtimes.. i think i love u too much tt im starting to hate myself.

ohwell. i'll just be here. ya need anything just call me.
but i doubt u will. u nv will.
so. i'll just be with me myself and i.
gtg type tt ssipal speech.
bye dears. have fun wif ur lives.