hmm. these few days, my mood's been a MESS.
never happy.
just everything else.

not pmsing.
just..
dunno la

ytd i was unhappy.. confused.
today. was very pissed.
like, any little thing can spark off fireworks or sth

but of course, there are things leading to my anger

i wish i could be happier.
its not nice being..
not happy.


>.<
i wanna be happy.
hmph.

but im just so angry
at a certain person, who is very close to me
argh.
i dun like being angry
and i dun wanna tell that person im angry
even the person doesnt noe im angry

i guess the only way is to...

NOT DO ANYTHING
but i've did that for a day
i still cant.

i hate it when im being scolded for no reason
( im not pissed at my piano teacher)
and that person dint even apologise.
maybe that person thinks its correct to scold me
and i wun feel so angry when im being scolded for a practical and reasonable reason.
but this time,
i feel that i havent done anything wrong
so WHY?

i really dun understand.
this isnt emo-ing
im just pissed
pissed till no words can leave my mouth
that i have to type this
otherwise i'll blow
and i dun like blowing

sorry for wasting all your time, whoever's reading this.
im just going through a really tough time.
yupps.

im gonna cheer myself!

ohmygosh
i think i need a manicure
the sun, i swear is birching up my hair!
red yellow green blue
wad's the colour of my team?
i dunno
i dun care
i just wanna do my hair
go team go!!


haha. more like
go lydia go!!

where did my ego go...

apparently, it disappeared into thin air.
ego, please come back.
before even i vanish.


pray for the tmt ppl kays?
take cares