hm. is it just me? or maybe it's really as bad as i think it is?

dont know.

why issit so unfair? you get away with it, and im stuck here in this mudfest griming about those 'insignificant' events that happened. and it was because of YOU that it happened.
now i cant join in ANY conversations. do you even understand how.. separated i feel?
gosh, WHY cant i say what i want? why cant i DO what i want? so now, what?
you always think about YOURSELF, and how YOU feel. but have you thought about me?
have you thought about how I actually feel about this?



okays, sorry for that. it's just, everything's piling up on me, and i cant say a thing, and i think im going mad bottling up everything!
ohwells! nothing to worry about!


today was a GOOD day!
TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!
i miss the sweet potato porridge :/
they dont have it any more! >.<

and today we performed our skit! hahaaaha
pretty fun, i think we bonded as a class even MORE! i really love our class!
i love my sec 2,3 and 4 class.
i dint like my sec 1 class cuz of some people, but it's alright. i love my classmates now!(=

AND MADDIE! I RECEIVED YOUR CARD! HAHAHAHA I LOVE THE PINK ENVELOPE! hahahaha
thanx so much dear! (=
and i really miss you! :/
WE DEFINITELY HAVE TO SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN!(=
and rmb out promises before you left(=
JIAYOUS for everything you're gonna do, or is already doing!

God bless! and thanx for being such a great best friend, even after you moved, im glad we remained in contact! and are still great friends!! hahaha =DDD

OH! and.. I GOT A 7/10 FOR AMATH! HAHAHHAHAHA
PLUS AND A1 FOR CHINESE =DDD
okays, i know common tests arent even here yet, but these are just class tests(=
i NEED to do well this term, cuz.. im trying out for dsa!(=

OH! AND TODAY I SAW MING EN AND SHE HASNT FORGOTTEN ME!!! =DDD
she was my fave senior last time! i got to know her through playing bridge!(=
haha
she slimmed down so much okay! and now im so FAT! i still cant believe she cld recognise me! haha

ohwells! im glad she rmbed me(=
anyways, gonna watch tv alr
buhbye dearies!