hey dearies(=
today was mg's yr end funfair. wheee~
haha. took MANY MANY photos. haha
jumping ones, SUJU ones, superheros ones, dao ones, retarded ones..
u name it, we've took it.
actually me and che wanted to go on the jumping castle thingy. hahahaha
but, i saw mushroom there, my WONDERFUL, NOT, junior.
urgh.
so yeah, in the end, dint go )=


hmm. these few days, i've been thinking alot.
on how i used to be before sec one, and why i changed.
it's quite odd relating to situations and comparing them to see how i''ve changed since last time.

i used to believe in forever love, wdv prince charming.. everything else delusional.
i even thought that i wld get married without ever getting a heartache.
but i guess, that's all changed now.

i wish i cld believe in all those things again. at least i'd feel better.
i was so young, dint understand the cons of my delusions. but, actually, i cant really call them delusions. since some of them do exist.
for those lucky ppl. but how many ppl actually are able to have that luck?

anyways, its so weird. cuz sometimes i think to myself too much, i feel like im talking to myself.
and sometimes thoughts just keep popping up in my head, i feel like its gonna burst.
- and to think SOME ppl actually call me brainless-
but i guess sometimes i start to have thoughts to myself cuz im bored, or need to entertain myself, and therefore i just HAVE to find out and solve things.
usually, i like to find out how ppl react to things, why ppl behave the way they do, or wad ppl are thinking by just looking at their expressions.. or maybe just to see the moods their in.
haha.
yeah..
its pretty interesting to understand people.
ohwells.
anyways, going off topic.

today, i forced maddie to go do her hair. haha.
but she said she dint wanna do it alone, so i had to do it with her.
this is the first time i've done my hair while it was short.
haha.
quite interesting.
tmr going for dining ettiquette class! haha.
and me and lulu and some other BLJT members are going out(=
i wanna see the jewel fest(((=
cant wait!
and lulu's gonna buy the DBSK album, triangle, with the song"my little princess" in it!
eeeek~
cant wait!
hahaha.
i love that song. esp when they sing it accapella.(=
haha. anyways, dont feel like posting anymore.
going to continue watching coffeeprince(=
the lead actor's pretty hot.
haha. lulu, ya shld watch it.

anyways, going off!
buhbye dearies<3