colours add variety into our lives.
like... M N MS!!!
hahahhahaha.

okays. random.
thats our class moto(=
thought by the SUPER SMART sandra low.
hahaa.

anyways, i was getting frustrated again. talking to those ppl,
so i decided to get out of the convo before errupting.
i still have to continue to learn how to keep my cool(=
so dont push my limits.

and i finally realised why i cldnt be bothered with them last time..
it was because of immaturity.
now i rmb.
yes. they were so immature then,
and still are.
i cant believe how the girls can actually communicate with them.
girls are supposed to be more matured than guys their age..
but. wow.
they're SO mature.

sheesh.
anyways, boiling point gonna errupt soon.
so we shall MOVE ON.


a few days ago, i watched
nodame cantabile(=
yeah, and it really opened my eyes.
i realised that these few years in sec school, ever since i joined MEP,
i had been training on my technique for piano and violin so much..
that i literally forgot how to enjoy music.
to PURELY enjoy music.
i just kept drilling myself on and on..
no wonder there were no emotions into the music i played..
no wonder i lost all my passion for classical music.
now,
i really wanna play in an orchestra.
but.
SYO?
NOT.
FOR.
ME.

SSO??
even.
MORE.
NOT.
FOR.
ME.

so..
i shld go get a scholarship to JAPAN after my As MEP((+
to do music!!
in a music college..
like..
chiaki senpai(=
haha.
anyways, nodame's my inspiration(=

and boy, is tamaki hiroshi a talented PIANIST! wow..
and violinist too!
and conductor too!
hhaha.
so pro(=
and i cant wait for the sarah chang concert!((+
hahaha.
she's korean((=
but born in philedelphia!
so cool rite?
child prodigy(=
haha.

anyways, i gtg alr(=
buhbye dearies!

11 more days!!