im writing in red today.
was kinda angry ytd with SOME ppl.
i mean, they think that THEIR opinions shld be taken into MORE consideration than MY own opinion of myself.
besides, who are they to me? who are they to judge me?
gahhhh!
angry! shall not continue.
shall not be bothered with insensitive creatures with facades so "pretty" but oh! all so fake.


okays, i found rachel ng's blog! hahhaa
and, i shall post the pics on top later(swim meet and esplanade photos. charis TAN has not posted OUR photos yet.)

found this "quiz-like" thingy on her blog. hahaha. shld be quite amusing. havent done one in a LONG LONG LONG time!

here we go:
1. Full Name : Lydia Cheam Xiao Wei

2. Male/Female : TOTALLY 100% girl(=

3.Were you named after anyone? : of course! that wonderful business woman tt sells purple cloth and is super rich

4.Does your name mean anything? : it means 'a beauty from Persia'

5.Nick names? : lydidi, lyd, leeeeeeee, diadia, bimbo(dont ever be mean!), lydii

6.What do you think you look like?: ? hahhaa. i dunno. i look like LYDIA!

7.Date of Birth : 29th JAN 1993 always rmb this day!

8.Place of Birth and Current Location : mount. elizabeth, singapore

9.Nationality : singaporean( i have chinese and a teeny bit of british blood in me)

10.Astrological Sign : aqauries

11.chinese astrological sign : rooster, like ew!

12.Religion : God's child(=

13.What's your favorite smell? : BODY SHOP'S satsuma!

14.Political Position : huh?

15.What do you prefer to drink in the morning: fruit juice =DD

16.Hair and Eye Color : brown black goldenish hair and brown eyes

17.Do you look like anyone famous : haha, i dunno. one of my frens said i looked like a thai singer called "lydia", serious!

18.What do you think you look like? : haha. i REALLY dunno

19.Any Unusual Talents? : i can stone/sit still/be quiet for a whole day

20.Righty/Lefty or Ambidextrous? : righty!

21.Gay, Straight, Bi or Other? : of course im straight!

22.What do you do for a living? : student. i have human atm machines all around me

23.What do you do for fun? : sing, dance, play my instruments! perform(= watch kdramas, jdramas, and taiwan dramas. DBSK IS LOVE!

24.What are your favorite materials to work with?: my piano, violin, my bro's guitar, my PRETTY DRUMSTICKS

25.What materials would you like to work with? : a whole GLASS stage for ME! a pink glittery MIC

26.Have you met your Grandparents? : uh, DUH.

27.Boyfriend/Girlfriend ? : nopes, dun intend for one. haha

28.Crush? : KIM JAEJOONG, yamapi! and eye candy =p

29.What celebrity would you date if you could : yamapi and jaejoong!

30.Current Worries : err. how to sign up for tt youth talent competition, and my mid yrs!

31.Favorite online guy or girl : lulu!

32.Favorite place to be : KOREA! hahahahha

33.Least favorite place to be : err. nowhere in.. PULAU UBIN! YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS

34.Do you burn or tan? : tanning ROCKS(=

35.Ever break a bone? : nopes, dun wanna >.<

36.What is your favorite cereal? : that wheat thingy

37.Person you cry with : me, myself and i =D

Do you have...
38.Any Sisters? : one

39.Any Brothers? : one

40.Any Pets? : 2 dogs and a terrapin!

41.An Illness? : princess syndrome

42.A Pager: haha. thats like SO outdated

43.A Personal Phone: ?

44.A Cell Phone : yeah(= im lovin it

45.A visible birthmark? : nopesies! do moles count?

46.A pool or hot tub : i want a hot tubbb!

47.A Car : nooo )=
Describe your...

48.Personality : haha. how do i describe myself? i love PINk, love shopping, love to interact with ppl(socialite!) hahahhaa

49.Driving : im 15!

50.Clothing Style : err, dont really HAVE a style. it's just. lydian! hahaha

51.Room : pinkish. lots of pink stuff.

52.What's Missing : ~and the missin in the kissin~ haha. song!

53.School : MGS!

54.Bed : sleeps on a mattress over my bed. hahaha. double bed.

55.Relationship with your parents: good good good!

56.Do you believe in yourself? : err. sometimes?

57.Do you believe in love at first sight? : used to. not sure about now though.

58.Consider yourself a good listener? : yes! except tt the person im listening to has to be a good listener too(=

59.Have a future dream that you would like to share? : go to korea and get my music career kicking!

60.Get along with your parents? : yupps

61.Save your e-mail messages? : yeah. some sweet ones(=

62.Pray? : of course (=

63.Believe in Reincarnation? : nada. it's kinda dumb.

64.Brush your teeth twice a day? : yeah

65.Like to talk on the phone? : with certain ppl =p

66.Like to Eat? : er. depends on wad the food is.

67.Like to Exersise? : depends on wad the exercise is.(=

68.Like to Watch Sports : i dislike watching soccer and basketball. LOVE watching ice hockey(=

69.Sing in the Car? : haha. all the time

70.What is a Dream you have all the time? :err. i dunno how to describe it

71.Do you Dream in Color : yupps.

72.Do you have Nightmares? : yeah >.<

73.Sleep with a stuff animal? : yupps.

74.Right next to you? : 'SEVENTEEN' mag, and my comfy jacket!

75.On your favorite Coffee Cup : its purplish with black polka dots

76.On your Mouse Pad: i use a laptop

77.Your favorite flavor of Gum : watermelon!

78.Your favorite brand of Deoderant : pink addidas

79.Your Dream Honeymoon Spot : hawaii

80.Your Dream Husband/Wife : er. dunno. hahaha

81.Hiding in your Closet : whattever for?

82.Hiding under your Bed : i'll sneeze nonstop

83.The name of one of your closest friends : too many to type

84.Your Bad time of day : erm. in the morning. hate waking up

85.Your Worst Fears : pitch black areas, being rejected, losing my loved ones

86.What's the Weather Like? :blackish?

87. Your favorite Time of Year? : CHRISTMAS! and lydia day!

88.Your favorite Holiday : end year hols!

89.A Material Weakness : SHOPPING?

90.The Weirdest Food or Drink that you like : weirdest? im quite picky on food

91.At the top of your To-Do List : slimming time! studying SUPER HARD FOR MIDYEARS!

92.The Hardest Thing about Growing Up : more responsibilities!

93.A Pet Peeve : mean ppl

94.Your Scariest Moment: when i dreamt someone died

95.Your Attitude About Love : i'd do anything for my loved one (=

96.The Funniest Thing or Most Desperate Thing you've ever done to get the attention of the opposite sex : er.. hahhaa. it's damn retarded. i made a fool outta myself in the end. >.<

97.The Worst Feeling in the World : being rejected by people you love(as in friends)
98.The Best Feeling in the World : HAPPINESS! haengbok!

99.Who sent this to you? nobody. i took it off rachel's blog (=


ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! DONE! wonder where the 100th question is.
anyways, now my nose is a total running tap.
had a fever just now. dont think i can post the photos today. feeling really terrible.
gonna go sleep again. feel like a pig >.<

LOVES!