THE BIG CHRISTMAS WISHLIST:
1. the little prince book
2.


okay. i cant do this.






bleck. i dont know why im in a bad mood!
hmph.
maybe it's cuz my bro suddenly cancelled out on dinner with me when i was on the way to meet him?

nahhh.

maybe it's cuz i seriously think im gonna fail my Os?

nahhhh.

maybe it's cuz i just cant bear to play the violin anymore cuz i think im going mad?

nahhh.

maybe it's cuz im gonna be a failure in life?

nahhhh.



or maybe it's just all of them put together.
ohwells.
i can still be a roadsweeper.
i mean, i can totally imagine myself 10 yrs down the road.

fat, ugly, unsuccessful.

wow, i seriously love that painting of myself.


not that im blaming any of my friends of anything.
but sometimes i just feel so detatched from everyone else.
as if i dont belong.

maybe, like the little prince, im originally from some other planet.
like pluto? i like pluto.
too bad it aint a planet anymore.


i think im going mental.
i need to see a doctor.


~ i told the witch doctor i fell in love with you.
she said ooh eee ooh aah aahh ching chang walawalabingbang ooh ee ooh aah ahh ching chang walawalabingbang!~


man, i love that doctor. like that would be of any help.