Blue moon
You saw me standing alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own
Blue moon
You know just what I was there for
You heard me saying a prayer for
Someone I really could care for

And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will hold
I heard somebody whisper please adore me
And when I looked to the moon it turned to gold

Blue moon
Now Im no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will ever hold
I heard somebody whisper please adore me
And when I looked the moon had turned to gold

Blue moon
Now Im no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

Blue moon
Now Im no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own


blue moon. haha i was listening to it. in a blue-ish mood.
ohwells. what can i do? heh.
im sooo stupid you know, i wanted to study chem today, but i retardedly forgot to bring my TB home -.-
omg. retardedly isnt a word?! i never knew that :O
okays, enough of that. but talking about retardedness, (omg there's no such thing as retardedness either!) i just rmbed sth really weird.

a long long long time ago, when i was 6, my mom nearly bethrothed me to some weirdo called leon or deon or whatever-eon. sheesh right?? thank goodness it dint go as planned.. i think. all i rmbed was her laughing it off, when leon/deon/whatevereon's mom raised it up..
ohman. but.. no right? there's no such thing as bethrothal anymore right??
oh gosh. NO NO NO! i dont think they're even keeping in contact! nooo, my mom would never do that to me anyway(=

ahhaha, just now, when i asked my bro how to use 'bethroth' in a sentence, he gave me this example. "lydia was bethrothed to the prince of persia" hahahaha!
i was like "wow! i wish -.-"
hahaha

i wanna go to the middle east! i wanna go to where persia used to be!
did you know, that my name,lydia, means 'beauty from persia'? haha so funny right.

hahaha obviously it totally doesnt apply to ME at ALL. hahahhaa
and that reminds me, of something really amusing. haha
edgal's birthday message to me! hahaha
it says "hey lydidi, happy b'day, sweet 16! woot haha!dont worry you're not old, you're still gorgeous and you dont need mask lol, thanx for being cool and i thank god for you :) "
haha you know what came straight to my mind after i read it?
' omg. he knows how to spell gorgeous and i dont?!'
ahhahaa

he said those things cuz a while before my birthday i was complaining that i felt old and stuff, and was using a mask at the time he was talking to me. so he was trying to console me! hahahaha


okays, enough retardness, (OMG THERE'S RETARDNESS IN THE DICTIONARY AND NO RETARDEDNESS!) i shall stop here, and do a random blogthings quiz(=

buhbye dearies