its at these times, where you miss your loved ones the most



its tough. it really is. all of us are worn out and tired, all we need is a little empathy, a little consideration, and maybe, just maybe, a little hug?

the stress is finally getting to me. okay, i knew the Os would be stressful, but seriously, no matter how much i try to tell myself to relax, and take it easy, i cant. i simply cant.
and my parents arent really helping either. once they dont see me studying, it's as if the sky's gonna fall and im gonna flunk my Os or something, and what they say really puts me under alot of pressure. and the stupid thing is that, i cant tell them. i cant tell them how i feel?
know why? i tried telling them. 'im stressed, im pressurized, can u stop saying things like that?"
but they'll say that im not trying hard enough, they'll ask why im not studying, but have they ever seen me studying? since they're out the WHOLE day when i've been studying?
NO.
so how the hannah are they supposed to know whether or not i've been studying?

today, sheryll told me how stressed she was, and i kinda got a.. shock
i mean, sheryll's always the together one, the studying-all-the-way goodey two shoes.
and even she's stressed till the extent of crying.
i've nv seen her like that before, and i guess it kinda scared me.
what have all of us become?
it's quite sad, really.

i mean, if i collected all the tears i shed this year due to stress, it could fill up a bottle.
and i have a feeling, that if i collected the tears i shed this year after the Os, it would be able to fill up a 1.5 litre bottle.

i need a break. heh, who am i kidding? WHAT break. i cant break now.



anyways. im gonna go sleep or something. i cant sleep.bleck.
:/

the drowsy medicine cant seem to work.

what am i gonna do?