so close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close So close
And still so far

by jon mclaughlin


oh mannn. this song is super stuck in my head, like superglue.
:/
and it's so.. melodramatic. haha
it makes people emo.
anyways! today was an okay day, except some bullying from poonie, (dont get me wrong, poonie's actually really nice and i know she loves me hahahaha but doesnt ever admit!) and some scary stalking by a psycho. and i know chelle and the rest will totally kill me after this post. but whatever. i mean, seriously! now i have a crazy psycho 'person' who loves me to death and stalks me everywhere i go? right.
and that 'person', may i add very kindly, is IMAGINARY!
what poonie said today makes sense.
" lydidi, if you tell others that you're in love with someone imaginary, they'd send you into the mental institution, so just tell her to go away once and for all"
hahaha i laughed alot at that.

and i cant believe this WHOLE THING started off just cuz ras and i were talking about soccer clubs,and i was like "oh! i like chelsea!"
then they came up with this super uber lame thingy of a person called chelsea who's a 'total babe'(think tall, brunette, super nice tan, dimples, big eyes)and i think of barbie, the freak of nature, who's crazily in love with me and is unhappy that i keep saying she's imaginary.
uhhuh.

okay, i shall stop harping on this issue, since im getting a little annoyed by it.

but lemme talk about my new desk partner, poonie! the person who cconstantly finds chances to verbally or physically abuse me. -.-
firstly, poonie came up with an alliteration of my name, called "lydidi loser".
i know, creative huh. -poon if ur reading this, im 100% sure you're grinning fm ear to ear at this point-

secondly, she calls me stuff like slow, wols, and resol and loser. (like wthannah is wols and resol right? they're just slow and loser spelt backwards)

thirdly, she will knock my head when i say sth weird.
fourthly, she likes to poke me.

but even after all that, i conclude that poonie still loves me. wanna know why?

firstly, she called me beautiful, something i totally cannot comprehend why she said so. although she added a (but still a little loser-ish) at the end.
secondly, she told me before that i was perfect the way i am now( cuz i was telling hannah and her about the times when i wished i was ano---->do NOT PANICK. i do not think like that anymore)
thirdly, she gave me a chocolate today!( haha guy lian) although i dint eat it, since i am sick.

=D

hee(=


okays, so anyways, i still love my old desk partner alot alot alot.
to ras, the total retard that makes my day in school alot more bearable(=
1. she plays with PVA glue, and at one point, nearly wanted to eat it.
2. she does her funny expression cum finger dance(with the PVA glue)
3. she mimmicks you-know-who like really well! hahahahaha
4. she's super drama. hahahhaa (for instance, if i draw on her, she'll give me the SCARIEST STARE ever, and i mean SCARIEST, on purpose. and then we'll both crack up) haha
5. she is ENTERTAINMENT.
6. she says the funniest things. and she drops pearls of wisdoms all the time.(=
7. she helped jaejoong propose to me! hahahahhaha

yeah, so 7 reasons why i love ras. =D

im gonna miss all of my friends when i graduate. )=
it's so fast. really.
how did 4 years just zoom past me like that?
i used to think, when i was in sec1, that the jc and poly ppl were really old, like older than me by quite a bit, but now im in sec 4! im prly gonna be in one of those next year!
now i feel a little old.

hmm. i shall go watch something or something. i have studied enough today. im going bonkers.
hahahah i like that word! bonkers!