im in a good mood(=

even though for the past week, i've been in such a dreadful state, im glad i found out that i was just thinking too much.
how silly! hahaha

or at least i think so. i never did ask if there was a problem, or what the problem was.

but whatever, i hope everything's back to normal.
i was just feeling insecure.
it's just.. me. i dont know.


you're too precious to lose.





OKAYS, so my matters aside, i've had soo many thoughts this week, that i can barely rmb what i was supposed to blog about.
hahaha

but first, some thoughts from ytd night..

ps fuman was speaking as usual, and he said something that i have been hearing all my life, as a chrsitian, and it has only dawned on me now.
he said "Jesus died for our sins"
this sentence alone, made me really think.
usually we'd have just shrugged off that sentence like 'oh, the usual' kinda thing
cuz we prly heard it millions of times before.
but this time, i dont know why it just hit me so hard.
we often hear, in love stories or dramas, that people die for their loved one's sakes, but they die for them, cuz of the good things that the other has done for them, they die for their loved ones, only cuz their loved ones have done things that made them love them.
(im trying to make this as clear as possible, but apparently i think it's failing)
yet, Jesus died, not for the things we did that made Him love us, since everything we do/did are never worthy for His eyes, but for our sins. He died, not for our love for Him, but for our sins. SIN is the keyword here.

think about it, if you had a lover, that you loved alot (times infinity whatever), who did something sooo bad, soo bad that caused dire consequences.. would you die for that person so as to make sure he/she gets 'off the hook'(in other words, gets away with what he/she's done)?
im just putting it in a nowadays kinda scenario, but really, what He has done for us, is really indescribable. His love for us, is soo indescribable.



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okays, im off to watch MI3 =D

continue another day~!
take cares(=