im better already(=

although alot of things that i've been through changed my mindset about alot of things.
haha sounds funny.
but it's like all my settings programmed in my brain previously have had their knobs turned or something. get the picture now?

some for the better, some for the worse? i dont know yet. i guess only time can tell.

well for starters, i've decided not to think about ANYTHING at all, in the rest of the year to come, except for God, His plan and my studies. (= yupps, it's gonna be hard focusing, but i'll try my best. for Him(=
and im also gonna give independence a shot. i doubt anyone would understand what im saying by the term 'independence', but it's alright, for me to know, for you NOT to find out. (=




Better in Time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will



im gonna be fine, without you.