pink again(=
decided to stop moping myself and making myself feel miserable! instead, i shall live life to the fullest and TOTALLY forget!(=
hopefully, i can though. but it's not the time to think of these things. i shall only worry about them after Os. for now, the only goal i have in mind is the Os.
besides, a person's heart cant change after 1 month right.. or can it? i dont know.
although i've thought long and hard about why you'd leave, but really, i just cant sum up a conclusion. maybe you had a change of heart or direction? or maybe you couldnt stand me from the start? i dont know. and i wish i knew, but unfortunately, not all my wishes come true.

so. i shall stop thinking, and since you dont seem to want me around, i wont be around then.

anyways! today was SUCCH A SUCKY DAY.
i started off with a slight fever in the morning, and cldnt go for the first session of amath class.
but i dragged myself to go for the 2nd one in the afternoon. i was sooo out of it, seriously.
still went though. and when i reached, ze and hannah told me it was useless, and they wanted to go home. -.-
but... as we were making our way out, mr lee saw us with our bags )=
so.. we cldnt pon. :/
but really, it totally doesnt help at all, after i sat through the 2nd session.
and this isnt the bad part YET.
after 3 hours of amath.
i had to go for another 2 hours of amath tuition. sheesh.
i know, integration is really fun! (and so is differentiation) but really, after those stupid trigo thingos, and i really didnt want anymore of amath.

then after tuition, i was feeling so :/, woozy, dizzy, sick and tired of studying that i cried on the train to meet my mom )=
ppl must've thought i was mad.
but after i met my mom, i felt much better(=
although im still having a headache(from ytd, mind you), im feeling much better about things in general.

yucks. im so sick of amath. so tmr im not going for the amath thingy. and i'll be studying bio! =D

if i get sick of it, i'll switch to chem :/
and cant wait for tmr! =D
charis's fashion show! haha im going with lulu! we have to take lots of pictures lu!(=
anyways, im knocked out. gonna sleep(=