yepps. bad week alright. even today :/
all of us were talking about what we wanted to happen.. and someone said "i wish i was dead. then i wouldnt have to go thru all this." and we were at the carpark. then lulu said "i dare you to run out into the road when the car comes!"
and tham went "nono! i'll pay you 5 bucks if u do so!"
me" is that all her life is worth?-.-"
me" i'd rather go mad and enter myself into an asylum."
eun" yeahh! no!! i want Jesus to come back now! oh Jesus! can't you come now?"
hahhaa

this is what happens after the release of our results. you can imagine what kinda results we had. haha


purple again, and yeah im brain dead.
im soo tired. and im excited and depressed at the same time. how weird. haha
im excited over the june hols, and im depressed cuz of my results and all the mugging i have to do.

so basically, what im gonna do now, is set a quota of how many times i can go out in the june hols.

1. fashion runway show thingy with charis
2. outing with gab? i dont know ahha
3. date with chelle!(= prom shopping!
4. church camp. (i dont care, no matter what ching or my bro says, im still gonna bring my books there to study)
5. mrs chua's training thingo
6. ss camp! i know, how retarded.
7. last week of june hols in school, classes :/
8. at least one day with my school friends? i'll miss them
9. oh, nearly forgot. aloud2.
10. omg i cant have more than 10! but yeah, strings rehearsals
11. nothing else right. (oh shoots. this means i cant go for synthesis?)

isnt this depressing. no! i must mug! i must study hard!
so.
i have to give up on alot of stuff :/
maybe i should cut down on the going outs.. but! i only have 3 days with different friends!
and what about my church friends!! class outing??? :/

sigh. this is depressing.

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