AHHHHHHHHHHHH FREAK! THIS IS BADDD!
I GOTTA STOP DOING THAT!

i gotta stop doing that funny heart flippy thing -.-"

it's getting to be a habit! >.<

grahhhh. i know!
i shall make it my new year resolution to..stop this bad habit!
SELF CONTROL, LYDIA!

anyways, christmas is near!
man, I LOVE CHRISTMAS SEASON!
i love everything about it! =D
just that, it's always this time of the year where i re-discover, that i have absolutely NO talent in art whatsoever.

gosh, ytd was so humiliating -.-

we had christmas outreach in church, and there was an arts and craft time where we were supposed to make SOMETHING out of the weirdest things they gave us, as presents to another person.
so i was doing one for charis, ching did one for me, and charis did one for ching(=
i got an extra gift as well cuz my wonderful gloria chingu made one for me(=
BUT. BUT. BUT.
i went and screwed up my craftwork THRICE!
gosh gosh gosh!

first i took this box like thingo, WHICH I DINT KNOW WASNT AIRTIGHT, AND PUT SAND IN IT.
and i put rocks in it too -.-
then i took some weird wrapping thing, WHEN I DINT KNOW THERE WAS A WRAPPING COUNTER, and wrapped the box with sand and 2 rocks.
then, xuan told me there was a wrapping counter and so he tried to help me wrap the weirdo thing, but!
the sand poured out! :/
then, i tried to make a "charis rock"
but, i FORGOT THAT THE GLITTER GLUE ON THE ROCK WAS STILL WET, and i PUT IT INTO A NICE WRAPPING PAPER THINGO AND EVERYTHING SMUDGED!
thankfully, andrea helped me by smudging the whole rock with glitter(=

after that, i just stuck the rock on some platform thing, stuck stickers wrote stuff and stuck some weird paper thingo on the platform. BUT THE ROCK WOULDNT STICK AND KEPT SLIDING AROUND!
GAHHH
finally i couldnt stand it any longer so i just gave it to charis
but charis, i meant the words on the rock okay? so dont just look at the..
the.... weird and ugly "decorations".

anyways, i loved the gifts i got fm ching and gloria(=
so much nicer than mine! hahahha
oh oh!
and that stupid edward!
i wanted to kill him!

cuz there was some new guy who was a nurse, i dunno why everyone bursts out into laughter when i say that, but i dint know his name etc.
so i went to the usher table, took the list of new ppl and started guessing everyone's names and stuff.
then i saw the name "nathaneal" and i was like "wow! nice name! it's one of my fave names"
then edward came over and said "what?? you like nathaneal?! whatt?! "
then i was like "NOOO! i said, i liked his name! i dont even know who nathaneal IS!"
edward: noooo, you like him dont you? hahahahahah weitheng(emcee for the night), come here, i got sth to tell you!
-weitheng comes over-
edward: lydia likes nathaneal!!
me: NOOOOO! I LIKE HIS NAME! who IS nathaneal ANYWAY?!
weitheng: -completely ignoring me- well, thats not surprising, he's quite goodlooking what.
edward: okay only la. lydia! introduce yourself! besides, you're in the care team right? gives you a reason to get to know him -smirks-
weitheng: yeah! lydia, come with me, let's go find nathaneal!
me: NOOOOO! what are ya'll saying?! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

after that, i totally steered clear of them. but during the arts craft thing, edward came up to me and pointed at the nurse guy and said "there! see? that's nathaneal! come, i introduce you!"
he started pulling me to nathaneal, but i just freaked and ran away.
crazy edward, im gonna kill him when i see him the next time, which would be during thanksgiving. hahaha how ironic.
anyways. i just finished baking, and i made.. MR AND MRS SNOWMAN! hahahahaha
they're so ccute!
but, mr snowman's head is like.. falling off his body )=
and this batch of cookies definitely will NOT give me food poisoning.
=D
the last time i ate my 1st batch of cookies, i kept throwing up. yeah, thats why i suddenly left service on sunday. haha
ohwells(=

i gotta go! buhbye amigos(=