okays, gotta post this fast, it's gonna be midnight soon! hahaha today's *AHEM'S birthday!
yay!
hahahaha it's so cool, cuz he turns 16 about a month earlier than me! =D
my bday's next month! and his is today!
hahahahaha how cool is that??

okays, anyways, i wanted to wish him happy birthday and all that, but.
it was too weird, what if i really did see him again?
then he'd think i was a freak or sth -.-
maybe i already am! :0

gah, anyways, i shall just wish him happy birthday here then(=


HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D

he'll probably never rmb me, but it's okay(=
haha, i think this is the first time i've felt a one-sided love.
but it'll pass.
since he's only a crush after all.

ohwells. a few days ago, i thought back about what i was doing one year ago, at this time.
i suddenly recalled sth really weird, and random. this is the exact story of what happened then.

haha, cuz last yr, at this time, i was having tuition and walter was still in tuition then.

we were sitting in a row, where i was at the extreme left, followed by walter, then eddy, then deborah, then some other girl i forgot.

mrs chua was sitting opposite all of us, and walter was talking, as usual, about parties blahblah.
then suddenly, walter turned to me,with his voice super loud, and asked"so, lydia, are you going to this sat's zouk out?"
and i was like whattt??

then mrs chua laughed a little and said "walter, lydia's not that kinda girl u know. she's very innocent!"

-i just stare at my fingers-

walter" what?! innocent?? noo, definitely not."
mrs chua" yes she is! she's the kind of girl who has never said a single bad word in her whole life!"
-i start to feel guilty and stare at mrs chua, giving her a sheepish smile-
walter" noo, thats not it, im sure of it! lydia, you're not like that right?"
me" ermm. well.. i.."
mrs chua" of course not! walter, stop bullying her and do your work!"

-eddy stares at the 3 of us-
-deborah starts laughing-

walter"oh and btw lydia, is there sth wrong with ur friend charis? why is her face always so black whenever i see her in class?"
me" have you ever thought that MAYBE, just MAYBE, she doesnt like you?"
walter -silence-
-eddy looks up again and smiles a little-
-deborah giggles-

walter" uh, duh! i knew that! like totally, you can totally tell!"
me" uhhuh. okays, good for you -SMILE-"


after class ended, walter came up to me and asked me" lydia, you REALLY dont wanna go for zouk out? it's this saturday, you free?"
me" well. my saturdays are kind of, never free.."
walter"awww. really? nevermind, in case you're free in the end, just drop by zouk and i'll bring you in."
me" dont you have to have tickets to get in?"
walter"well, yeah. but it's okay, i've got everything settled."
me" erm, it's alright, you shouldnt count on me going."
walter"-smiles this really creepy smile- we'll see about that, see ya!"

hahahaha, so random.
i just suddenly recalled out retarded conversation.
but anyways, he got kicked outta tuition or sth so.. dint see him again.
and no, i dint go for the party, although i KINDA regret that that now. hahaha
KIDDING!

even if i wanted to go, i'd have chosen a better partner to go with right?
hahahaha

anyways, maddie, yeah i read your blog! next time you're online i'll tell ya kays?
and my home no's changed, although i still cant rmb it, so i'll tell u some other time. haha
my hp no's the same though(= call me on that(=

LOVE YA MADDIE!

and buhbye dearies!