after all we've done.. is this all we get?


i've been bawling my eyes out for the last 2 hours or so..and i dont know what else to do.
i cant seem to think straight.. my head's been aching since 11 am.
i dont wanna do anything anymore. cant i just rest? for one day? im so, so tired.


it's so tiring.
everything's over now.
i cant believe it.
i dint know it'd have such an impact on me.

yeah yeah, we tried our best blahblah..
but in the end, what did they look out for? not technique, not sound, not quality nor quantity..
but FREAKING MOVEMENTS AND APPEARANCE.

just cause we didnt dress up like we were going for a pyjammas party doesnt mean we dont deserve it!

and if we're already feeling so bad, i wonder how hwachong is doing.
poor guys. :/

i dont wanna talk anymore.