i still cant believe it. i gotta stop this, but it's hard. it really is.


how am I to forget such an amazing and great friend?








okays, so the midyrs maybe over, but seriously, cant my life just stop for awhile?
it's too much. too overwhelming for me. no matter how much i try to hide it, it keeps coming back.

i keep thinking and thinking. but you dont care.
i always knew that nonchalance could hurt myself, but i never knew it could hurt others so bad.
not till i got a taste of my own medicine, anyway.
don't do to others what you dont' want them to do to you.
even if it's for the better, i still shouldnt' have done it huh? in the end, all there is to it is suffering.
or maybe im just thinking too much?














or maybe..
not?

i always thought myself to be a relatively happy person.
and i know i used to be. i wonder what changed.



im using purple, but im not brain dead. haha
today i went out with lulu! i felt like we havent gone out in ages! haha
and gosh, we bought so much! hahaha
well, i guess it was kind of a stress reliever.
we went to find some thrift shop near commonwealth in the morning, and it was such a hassle.
but im glad we went and found it in the end! =D
haha
i love the vest (=
they were super cheap and chic =D
and we cabbed twice cuz we cldnt stand waiting for the bus to arrive, it took so long okay!
after that, we went off to.. vivo! haha
we spent like 4 hours there. haha
first stop was lunch at subway where we saw lots of weird corporate people.
then we went on to forever 21, where i actually wanted to get something, but didnt in the end haha
off to.. aiya. this is so troublesome. i'll just list everywhere we went.

1. forever 21
2. pull and bear
3. zara
4. topshop
5. fox
6. ripcurl
7. aldo
8. NUM
9. JOOP! <3
10. diva!
11. SIX! =DD
12. some funny korean shop
13. myphasis. (is tt how u spell it?)
14. hypnosis
15. national geographic. (first time there, and i found out tt they actually SELL stuff! :O )
16. valerie
17. outfitter girls
18. harbourfront centre shops(where i bought my new wallet!)



i cant rmb anymore.. haha
but they seem like quite a handful. hhaha
and i miss orchard :/ havent been there in awhile.
oh drat. how can i miss any place in singapore?
nopes i shouldn't and i can't.

and in the june hols, i really really really wanna go back to the jap cemetery, but nobody wants to go with me )=

i miss the swings there too )=
i miss richards ave )=







i miss bobby )=